just hours left before i enter a new phase of life, a step nearer to maturity... the tingling sense of enjoyment which is going to be on tomorrrow seems near yet so far. It's practically ruined by my mind, soul and body. These three elements combined forces and with some spices adding on between me and my friends and family , troubles never fail to stop approaching one after another.
This isn't my desire. more likely a disaster. Pardon me for this 'no link' emo post. I just cant hold back any longer. i've been waiting for better changes but it aint getting anywhere and everything's pouring out right now. It's not just the merry making session tommorrow, that's just a tiny factor.
sad to say,theres never someone wherby i feel perfectly comfortable to divulge and confide in. My only alternative is to trust it with a non living thing.
this rare week's one of those which i hopee i could get thru it glam-ly and imediately. it's been really difficult... haiz. Please untangled me from this silent-killing disaster ... turn the impossible mission possible.
