FOURTH-4-四 WEEKS!
Boi, i'm sorry we've gotta have our celebration earlier!
time doesn't seem to permit on the actual day =(
unfortunately,
vexing obstacles still lies ahead of you and me.
and sad to say, my mother's actually the cause of it...
-.-
It's been real hard for me to tolerate her pickings at me lately and it's getting on like a daily routine. wth. I'm all so stressed up and shacked thoroughly with my dance practices each day and yet she's practically drowning me with her set of 'machine-like' unreasonable, unnecessary yakkings and nagging ability.
When can she ever give me a peace of mind?
I'm a Seventeen... not a Seven year old lil girl for goodness's sake. when can she let go of her stubbornness, negative thoughts and stop controlling me like a kid? even a kid shouldn't be tied down this way. i know she does all this for my own good and she cares, worries bout me but why cant she just look on the bright side a little and stop being a worrywart out of ridiculous stuffs?
why does she gets paranoid and flared up over the tiniest matter and makes everyone ended up being pissed with tears ?Why does she have to resort to ringing up my school, my teacher in charges and my friends? Where's all the trust that should be given ?
I shall emphasize this once again. Forcing a child to his/her limits results in rebelliousness and that absolutely goes for me as well. I wonder when would mum know how terrible i feel each time i quarrel with her, straining our relationship out of irrelevant matters. Can anyone enlighten me with what i should do in order to make mum both a better woman and mother? =( sighs.
nobody would never understand my nuisances unless you're in my shoes...
as for my dad.. it would take me years to pour all my sorrows out.
kai xing guo's malfunctioning = hai xing guo...
