my posts doesnt seem to include her anymore.. sheesh...
(this is my honest confession.. please dont get angry or emo after this post...)
Well.. i kinda did that on purpose. =\ I've been comparing our blogs.. seems like you have your own set of things to blog about.. yet all i can blog about is rant about you, my
Sometimes i do feel un-appreciated. neglected. and all that shit. I dont wanna bring up such things, i think you know me well enough to know when i'm acting weird, but these days, you seem to be having problems guessing correctly whats going wrong.. miscommunication plays a big part in it i must say..
A small part of me is telling.. why keep telling everyone how much you love her.. when all she do is post pictures about herself and other people.. what for make yourself free for her on almost every possible day when she doesnt make herself free for you. its not fair. I do not want to think this way, its so fucking stupid and immature la.
Now i'm quite sure why i did all that posts, all that traveling from Bedok to Woodlands, all that trouble to send you home whenever i can, all that sleepless nights after our disagreements...
L.O.V.E
IF I HAD THE LETTERS "HRT" i could add "eA" to get "HEART" or "U" to get "hurt" But I rather get "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without "U".
These few days haven been really going on well for us.. seems like you kept saying the wrong words.. seems like i kept reading too much into what you are saying.. seems like its all mostly miscommunication..... I know i can be an asshole sometimes.. im sorry. i know sorry doesnt work on most occasions, but im still sorry. Sorry for spoiling your days, but i really hope that you understand what i'm going through now.. No its not PMS. (not because Sharon says that it sounds gay) Neither is it mood swings. you should know better la. i know you know. telepathy! hurhur.
i think you should be going online soon.. so i better end this quick! Though i may not blog about such things.. but in my mind...
its all about you...~
its all about you baby..~
its all about you..~
its all about you!
Dear... can i be the reason for that smile on your face after reading this? Dui bu qi.. Wo ai ni.
I cant promise you the stars and the moon, but i promise that i will be there staring at them with you.
