LOVE
the show.
the era.
the characters. ZAC EFRON O.O
the music.
the dance.
the fun & enjoyment.
and even the slight turn-offs :x
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I squandered my day away again.
inability for acceptance towards the contradiction and cruelty of life being the culprit.
the days pass by, one damn thing after another, so screwed.
Time management, Finance management, priorities, goals, confidence, family, friends, yadayada..
Jan threw me with his counsellings and said that I've got to find some quiet time to do reflection.
I've heard alot from the others too.
but to no avail.
there's a need to cool off and kick such unnecessary issues aside.
wonder when will those stop bothering me.
God, listen to my prayers.