:(
From the loves, stage and myself.


Very first step,

My wrist got knocked out by the panel I was getting ready at.
The impact was big since it was, afterall th release of one's potential energy.

had to suck in my face and put on th confident smile.
Now, its pretty swollen.

Jelly legs made me pirouette paralyzed.
I survived on pencil turns throughout.
Not obvious but sucked knowing it yourself.

Leg raise was too immediate & wobbly.
Tripped on that long piece of costume almost all the time.
Inaccurate formation.
Energy was bad.

Only positive thing was, I manage to not crash into Sandhya.

*

Even tools need assurance and appreciation.

So stop misusing.
Cos it does fall apart.

As cliche as it seems,
Actions does speak louder then words.

Think before you question or respond.
I might be overreacting.
but I was in fact lying,
Cos people are letdowns.

those words came out so readily.
Cos you ain't me.
I'm ranting out loud,
cos they wouldn't know who they are.


Zonked out.
If only I could hit the sacks right now.
My hair's still damp with the smell of hair sprays.
zZz


Here goes the white lie.
Tomorrow will be fine.
It has to be the best!